i knw it's late

it's late...i mean late at night... =)

well, is saturday night, and i could hardly find something better to do here in the campus during weekends without a car. so i've started watching movies after movies just to relax myself. after my last movie, i checked my blogspot again. to my surprise there was other people who dropped me comments other than yen...thnx!! much appreciated!!

i went browsing through my friendster again and i saw ming xian's account cz there were new photos added. photos of her cycling expedition which i missed cz of mum's objection. good girl huh?! *grin*

well, after looking at the photos, i've deep thoughts of changes in myself. it is obvious a change to better. i remember i used to love outdoor activities, very hyperactive type of girl, or probably like what my dad and sis always call me - tomboy...

i've changed. can't really remember when and how did i change drasticly too. i'm now more towards indoor. i hardly hang out. is this what we usually call we grew up? more mature in another way? perhaps, i would say yes. i felt i grew up. i think wisely before i make any move, consider the consequences of the event.

the responsibles? yes, the responsibles i'm having that made me change my thoughts. what if i insisted to join for the cycling expedition? i'll probably miss my chm n mat test, which i don't think there'll be a make up test just for me alone due to this reason. i'll probably overspend my budget cz i have to travel back to pg n nilai too.

well, i guess i missed out the fun during that trip. but more importantly is my studies now. that trip will defintely wont carry much weight in my future compared to my studies right?

is not wrong to be active and continue loving outdoor activities. but is time for me to tame down. balance out work n play. i still play. but moderate. i'm no longer the high school kid anymore. i'm entering adulthood soon. i've got to behave like one of them!

proud of my changes? yes, i'm absolutely proud of my changes. =) =p XD hopefully friends my age will also start to change for a better. your parents will be proud of you too... LoL