results...

gan jiong!! nervous...damn nervous!!! butterflies flying up n down stirring my stomach upside down...jumped up from bed at 1045 yesterday morning(counted early than my usual holiday time), didn't brush my teeth and straight on my laptop to check for results...of cz, i didn't check mine 1st...hee...who knows? not available... =.="

suddenly around 12 smtg midnight...hoay lynn jie messaged me!!! RESULTS ARE OUT!! i didn't believe...i was like "are you serious?!?!" and she was confirmed...argh...i'm doomed...i was really nervous...my heart beat doubly hard and fast....i was like OMG!

and i checked....it was....not so disappointing and yet not so happy to celebrate too... =( =)

end of the most hectic semester...compared to my 1st semester, i was triple busier this may semester...perhaps 1st semester i was still a freshmen, but somehow i still didn't perform that well. cgpa dropped below 3...this may semester seems to be so much more packed, i spent so much less time with my books, pile of notes, exercises and etc but i think i performed better than the previous semester. it ain't that good...i know i can do it far more better than this IF i spend the "much-less-time" times for my books...i remembered my previous semester exam grades that I've posted somewhere in may, i promised to strive hard to get a better one...indeed i scored like few percent higher...*wink*

i know I've disappointed dad n mum n also myself =( but i know that's the best i could give...I've drove myself beyond my limits...I've did what i could do with the limitation of brain cells i have... =)

anyway results are like (no more mahjong sap sam yew, looks better this time round) :-
arts appreciation: A- [3*3.67= 11.01]
biology 1 : A- [4*3.67= 14.68]
chemistry 2 : B [4*3 = 12 ]
public speaking : B+ [3*3.33= 9.99 ]

which sums up to be 47.68...divide by 14 credit hours, i've scored 3.405 (3.41) in my gpa
which brought my cgpa from 2.95 to 3.178 (3.18)...

sounds like is kinda far to reach my 3.5...even if i score perfect 4 in this sept sem...my cgpa is only 3.3!! argh...saddddddd =(