mixed feelings

as the title of the post, i'm having mixed feelings...

i was happy for many reasons....
get to go to UNL to continue my studies...
get air ticket booked...
did lots of shopping...
had great meals...
get to be back home...

but just a few mins...
i cried...
and cried terribly...
just because i was snapped by words by someone...as if being slapped tight on the face

i thought it would be a happy trip back home...but it ended to be wasn't all that great to be back home just the night before i return to college...

=) or =(???

=/