i know...

you have been waiting for me to blog...

you must be wondering what's going on with me...

you knew the changes of status of my relationship status in facebook...

you want to know am i still emo...

you want to know am i still alive...

yea i know you all want to know a lot of things from me cz i know i went missing for sometime too! haha...seriously i'm really busy!! i packed lunch boxes everyday okay! :/

so yes, i did end my relationship with my bf...2 years 9 months...that wasn't a prank or something...

reason: i dont think i should announce to the whole world cz that's my personal matter though this is my blog...

yes, i know he's a good guy...yada yada yada.... so what?! not yours then not yours! dont force...

- to those who thinks i don't fucking deserve to have a bf, yes, your wish came true, i am now single and available, happy?

- to those who thinks i am a bitch/slut/whore or whatever you wanna name me, say what you want cz i know i am not, as if i care what you say!

- to those who thinks concerning bout me is bout asking what's going on, i can tell that you're wrong! concerning is to ask am i ok? what have i been doing lately...and not WHY THE HECK I BREAK UP WITH HIM! and start to bitch bout me...

- to those who thought he's the bad guy, you're wrong! i'm the bad guy this time...i'm the one giving up...so what?! come whack me up la!

- to those who think i am a dumb ass for giving up such a relationship, please dont simply make assumption and make up stories, saying i treat "LOVE" as a game or whatever you wanna say...

for now, i'm happy and contented with what i am enjoying

i've been working out for these 3 weeks since sch starts...juggling my time in campus almost 9 hrs a day...from classes to work to yoga to games/sports/workout to homework and exams...

my friends from all over the world who have been very good to me, supporting and accompanying me...i never felt so good :)

i love my yoga classes! woot!

my next bf?

not so soon unless there's some hot dudes that i really cant resist...but to be frank, there isn't hot dudes in lincoln...so for the moment, it's hard to get a bf... :)

what kind of guy?

please be a sick, rich and old man! :p

and i think i just posted my new date for V-day right? teehee....ehhh he's the most leng zai professor in school of bio science d!

oh ya did i say we're still friends and we do talk?

so please dont worry!

i havent commit suicide! i didnt hate him!

there is no hair pulling or eye punching scenes...

here am i now, happy and contented..

i'm all good...

did i make a good report, people?