i think ...

i really have strong adaptations to everything new in a short time...

which is what i love about myself most...

hardly you'll hear michelle lam is homesick...okay, maybe only dec...cz family members get together for christmas and it's very merry!

so i am determined to get my own tickets and go home this year end!

i know...

you have been waiting for me to blog...

you must be wondering what's going on with me...

you knew the changes of status of my relationship status in facebook...

you want to know am i still emo...

you want to know am i still alive...

yea i know you all want to know a lot of things from me cz i know i went missing for sometime too! haha...seriously i'm really busy!! i packed lunch boxes everyday okay! :/

so yes, i did end my relationship with my bf...2 years 9 months...that wasn't a prank or something...

reason: i dont think i should announce to the whole world cz that's my personal matter though this is my blog...

yes, i know he's a good guy...yada yada yada.... so what?! not yours then not yours! dont force...

- to those who thinks i don't fucking deserve to have a bf, yes, your wish came true, i am now single and available, happy?

- to those who thinks i am a bitch/slut/whore or whatever you wanna name me, say what you want cz i know i am not, as if i care what you say!

- to those who thinks concerning bout me is bout asking what's going on, i can tell that you're wrong! concerning is to ask am i ok? what have i been doing lately...and not WHY THE HECK I BREAK UP WITH HIM! and start to bitch bout me...

- to those who thought he's the bad guy, you're wrong! i'm the bad guy this time...i'm the one giving up...so what?! come whack me up la!

- to those who think i am a dumb ass for giving up such a relationship, please dont simply make assumption and make up stories, saying i treat "LOVE" as a game or whatever you wanna say...

for now, i'm happy and contented with what i am enjoying

i've been working out for these 3 weeks since sch starts...juggling my time in campus almost 9 hrs a day...from classes to work to yoga to games/sports/workout to homework and exams...

my friends from all over the world who have been very good to me, supporting and accompanying me...i never felt so good :)

i love my yoga classes! woot!

my next bf?

not so soon unless there's some hot dudes that i really cant resist...but to be frank, there isn't hot dudes in lincoln...so for the moment, it's hard to get a bf... :)

what kind of guy?

please be a sick, rich and old man! :p

and i think i just posted my new date for V-day right? teehee....ehhh he's the most leng zai professor in school of bio science d!

oh ya did i say we're still friends and we do talk?

so please dont worry!

i havent commit suicide! i didnt hate him!

there is no hair pulling or eye punching scenes...

here am i now, happy and contented..

i'm all good...

did i make a good report, people?

my date

i found a new date for this V-day!

meet Jay! :)

thanks to him, no CNY! no V-day (not his fault) but i have his exams on feb 16th! :(

thanks ...

to the girl friends for their marathon accompanying me

heart you girls...

especially siew rui who accompanied me till 8am, made me slept 3.5hrs cz i had to work at 1...haha

and also serene my new mouse! haha...if serene ever reads this, i'm doomed...

and also wan yi...

and also suiwan (sorry u're consider my girl friend now! haha) for telling me your dumb ass ski stories!!! LOL :p

the lab ...

can be somewhere i dont wish to go in

it can also be somewhere i feel the most comfortable place to be at

it is a place i dont feel stress from work

the feeling is like you feel dreaded to go to work but once you're there you don't wish to leave..

how ironic...

whoaaaa

job searching isn't a fun thing to do!

complete resume

edit cover letter for different companies

search for more companies so that hope is higher to be employed during summer

omgggggggg

tiring!!!

but wish me luck pls!!!

i really wanna get a job during summer...i mean out of lincoln!!!!

bayer, norvatis and dowagro pls consider me okay?!?! :)

will look out for more...but datelines are soooooooooo close now!!! omggggggg

meanwhile i felt i've grown up a little now...cz i'm now semi-working adult!!! woot!!!

going through the process of job searching, job application and job confirmation...

:D

why ...

why do you treat me like that! :(

btw, to those who complains 0C is cold, please think of others who are in way way way colder places like mine! 0C is hell out of NOTHING! 0C is just like air cond to us...

STOP COMPLAINING COLD if you're in places with 0C and warmer!

~!@#$%^&

try some -25C and colder then you will not complain cold anymore