i am ...

a spoiled kid...

yea i admit i am spoiled...since i'm the youngest child in the family i get much attention from everybody...

i've been too used to be the youngest and i dont know how to handle when there's somebody younger than me joins the group...

i remember when mum took care of my cousin, it took me some time to adjust and adapt that the younger one needs more attention from my mum...

then came my didi...again it took me quite a while to readjust and readapt...i remember there was once he fell from the baby cot and he started to cry non stop...mum sent me to get some medicine for him... grrr!! then when mum went to the bank he had nightmares and cried non stop again....i had to put everything on pause to comfort him...grrrrrrrrrrr!! i usually dont have to do such stuff because for 17/18 years i dont have a younger one to annoy me! :p

i thought i could handle adjustments and adaptations easily but i'm wrong...

i felt like i'm a small kid! i will seek for attention when my family's attention for me has diverted...

wtf michelle lam! such a loser!

sad but true... =(

even whenever we have newbies in the lab, i still feel the same...especially these 2 months when we have 3 newbies in the lab...i feel really uncomfortable =(

starting off with i'm the only undergrad, getting FULL attention to now LEAST attention since i'm the only one working there for quite some time already...

i got to readjust and adapt myself to the new environment again....now the lab is so congested and things are not working well!

everything we did has contamination! the lab is wayyyy too dirty i guess...

not enough stools for so many people...

hood for two is not enough to accommodate more than that!

i dont like it...if possible now i would freeze myself in the cold room to avoid the normal lab...

luckily after getting used to it, i dont hate them...just that if they annoy me, then i would dislike them! for the initial stage yes, i dont like any of them! and i'm now at the initial stage where i have not get used to it and i dont like them! anything they do would annoy me! :p

i know how my siblings feel when i exist...i know it surely wont make them feel comfortable at the beginning...but i bet they do love me now for my annoyance! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

blehhhh i know...

i'm just spoiled

:)

i dont mean to offend anybody, it's just so me, so yea no hard feelings :)