looking back at the old posts for my birthday for the last 4 years....
i would say birthday celebrations just became smaller and smaller scale...
i'm pretty sure that i had an EXAMS on the 26th and 30th of oct in 2006
i'm sure that i had EXAMS on 29th of oct in 2007
i'm pretty unwell on my birthday in 2008 but not sure if i have exams during then
i'm VERY SURE i had my EXAMS on 28th of oct in 2009
and now 2010 i have EXAMS on my birthday....
for most of my student life, i had exams on/during my birthday period...
=(
this year, i had a freaking long day since 9am till 830pm....had a quiz, 2 reports, an assignment and exams all due on the same day and another assignment due the next day....leaving me with only 2 freaking hours to spend some time with few friends for the birthday...
i didnt get to celebrate my birthday with my family (5 of us) since high school...
in 2005, dad was still working in ipoh...
in 2006, dad was still working in ipoh, bro was in switzerland, sis was in US
all i remembered on that year's birthday was having a dinner at mcd with mum!
in 2007, i was in nilai...
had a pretty good celebration with a big bunch of friends since it was my birthday+farewell
in 2008, i was in US
in 2009, same as the above
in 2010, still the same as above
i wonder how it feels to be like to celebrate the real birthday with all 5 of us on the real day with no annoying reasons such as EXAMS...
i bet it's gonna be awesome...
it doesnt mean that i dont enjoy my birthday celebrations in these few years no matter big or small scales...just that it has been so long that i dont remember dad setting up his old film camera and all 5 of us will squeeze into the picture....maybe sitting on dad's lap... =)))
oh well, i was supposed to have a big scale party today but it turned out to be another small gathering...it's just fcking annoying when people fcking PROMISE to come but they end up not coming! it's just so an AMERICAN culture....but we had fun watching 2 horror movies and a comedy...since we were potong-ed stim, we decided to be a potato couch and just watch movies instead of dressing up and hit the downtowns...
and we actually purposely buy costumes to dress up...
just so we got potong-ed stim...
we just stayed back and relax...
~!@#$%^&*
of course thanks to the whole bunch of people wishing me (more or less 170people who remembered my birthday either by chance or by facebook notifications or they really remember it)
i felt like i remember a whole bunch of people's birthdays by hard...in the particular month i remember whose birthday it was but sometimes i just didnt drop them a message to say hi...it didnt mean that i dont treat them as friends anymore but i'm usually caught up with something (not a very good reason since i'm almost 24/7 on fb), i guess most of the time i'll check if they have wished me before and still treat me as a friend if it is worth wishing before i do anything....
it's just a weird part of me i guess
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